A Dickensian Moment

Div II Women's Foil. 124 fencers.

I seed 63rd before pools. In a pool of 7, I win 5 out of 6 bouts (!!!!). My best ever pool result in Div II.

I seed 22T out of the pools. And lose my first DE to the 107th seed, thus finishing 65th.

Damn it. I don't know whether to feel elated or pissed.

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