Zoned Out

Is it worth it?

Is it worth it,
Feeling like this
Night after night,
Just when you think
You’re improving
To be back, stuck,
Unable to
See what to do,
Unable to
Step at the right
Time, blind, inept,
An idiot
Holding a foil?

Not my best night.

(Although it's interesting how writing bad poetry about it makes me feel a little bit better.)

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